Being a mom.

When Dylan is here, I, for one, know that I will never, ever abandon him. He's my son, he'll always be a part of me. Whenever he'll be in need, I will always be there for him. When he's sick, when he first walks, when he first starts school, when he has his first basketball game, when he first dates a girl, when he goes to prom, when he graduates high school, when he goes to college, when he's successful. He'll always have mine & Mark's support. He will realize that he can always count on me because I could never give up on my kid. Being a parent means being responsible, and I could never fail that role.

Basically, I would never allow him to live life without a mother; he'll never go through what I had to go through.